There are good days and bad days. This is one of them.

It's sort of a strange day today. It's one of those days where I don't want to talk or to see anyone. Some people would call that depression I guess. I just feel aggravated for absolutely no reason. Funny writing these things and knowing that I will never send this to anyone I know. I was told once to never write anything you don't want someone else to read. Here, in internet space, not a soul will care what I say. I am good with that, but I'm sure there are so many people out there who really need someone to listen and to care. In my life, for the most part, I have always felt I was on the outside looking in. Like Heathcliff watching Kathy. I don't feel that way so much any more. There is always lots of action. Kids coming and going. It makes me sad to think that it will change one day. There will be no more giggling, no more racing up the stairs, no more drama. Maybe.